| obeying ems tag, turning into em, giving em something to read |
[Aug. 9th, 2006|02:36 pm] |
10 years ago: I still went to school in Millis
5 years ago: I was msot likely sailing the Chatham Bay...ahhh the good life of when working and responsibility didn't really exist at all yet...not that my life still isn't a joke or anything
1 year ago: Beauty and the Beast had jsut ended...I was probably crying because I had to leave for college...oh how things change...now I'm crying because I'm not at college
yesterday: I woke up, got some BK, drove to the cape, had a shitty night at work, had an even shittier phone conversation, and then just went to bed
tomorrow: I HAVE TOMORROW OFF!!! spending a day at the gym and beach with jill then home yeah bitch!
5 snacks I enjoy: banana and pb, fruit, goldfish, cheese, and well anything with cheese
5 bands/artists that I know the lyrics to most of their songs: Brand New, Rascal Flatts, Dispatch, Something Corporate, Tom Petty
5 things I would do with a $100,000,000: Give Some to Charity, Invest/Save-shocking I know, Buy a Land Rover, Buy My Family whatever they wanted, and buy a sweet wardrobe
5 locations I would like to run away to: Anywhere in Europe, USVI, cape cod...my first one defiantely makes up for five
5 bad habits I have: biting my nails; biting my nails; biting my nails...<---agreed with em face
5 things I like doing: singing, shopping, cuddling, drinking, laughing
5 things I will always wear: cape cod bracelets, pearl earrings except when they are missing, underwear, toe nail polish, lip gloss
5 t.v. shows I like(d): FRIENDS, greys, seinfeld, family guy, grounded for life
5 movies I like: Cruel Intentions, American Beauty, Little Mermaid, Now and Then, FOrest Gump
5 famous people I would like to meet: Julia Roberts, Adam Brody, Reese Witherspoon, Sarah Jessica Parker, and LC...yeah I said it go ahead and make fun of me
5 biggest joys at the moment: I have tomorrow off, School is soon, I know that I filled this out Emily will have something to do, I only have to work for six hours instead of seven tonight, and the next few weeeks when I don't have to work should be fun
5 tagged (in other words, your turn bitches): i don't care |
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| Ciao Bellas! |
[Mar. 14th, 2006|05:32 pm] |
Hi lovelies.
I am in Rome and having a blast. I wish I could read all of your entries, but I dont have enough time! But I miss you all and love you lots.
Everything here is amazing, I love the traveling. Weve seen the Collosseum (no clue on spelling...dont judge, the Vatican and everything that goes with it, a bunch of ruins, shopping, bars, wine, wine wine and more wine, and everything basically! Tomorrow we leave for Assissi and Florence, and Ill be back Saturday night. Miss you and hope youre doing well KISS KISS KISS KISS.
love youuuuuuuu alllll |
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[Feb. 28th, 2006|05:09 pm] |
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Things I hate currently...
When people don't respond to messages you leave them.
My stupid bank account and how I had a shitload of money and now I have none and not even because I spent it all on clothes...just some of it.
The cold weather...wtf mate?
The fact I am stressed out because I rarely get stressed out like I did in high school here, and I am.
The fact I am so tired no matter how much I eat.
How I am still overweight and gross even though I work out everyday and eat healthy, and gave up soda...ughhh.
How everyone's siblings are coming this weekend and mine aren't because they are ancient and busy:( Someone come visit me.
I'm sad today. Tuesdays blow. Where is my spring break? |
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| random thoughts of today... |
[Feb. 23rd, 2006|01:21 pm] |
I'm going to try out for improv next semester...I've never done it, and I think it would help me with my actting. Plus I'm not involved in the theater at all, and I think this would be a good way in. Then maybe I'll even audition for a show who knows. And the plus is they take almost everyone and have different levels and stuff so I'm going to audition for it. I'm really excited to see Importance of Being Earnest next week with Meg. I know most of the people in it because of Glee Club so it should be good.
I'm going to do all my work and more work and make dean's list and possibly drop calc because it sucks.
I'm going to organize my life more too.
ok now i'll do work miss everyone so much. |
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[Feb. 14th, 2006|10:56 am] |
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mapping out the rest of my week because i have no idea how i am going to make it through.
today:
get some work done, lunch, accounting, econ, rehearsal, work, kickboxing, dinner, so much work, eat chocolate with my other depressed friends because i can't stand valentines day...i just don't understand why there is a holiday if so many people are depressed about it.
tomorrow:
spanish, sleep, calculus, gym, lunch, shower, get ready, sing at convocation, dinner, study and work on paper until i go to the bar because i am going to need it.
thursday:
spanish, work on essay/see professor,calc, finish rough draft of essay and turn it in, study my ass off, calc tutor, dinner, study rest of night until i cry.
friday:
english where class will rip my paper apart basically, libs to review, eat, ACCOUNTING EXAM AHHHH, econ shoot me, come back here pack and get my ass on the train to northeastern baby!!!!!!!
then i'm coming home saturday and it's steven's birthday yayy!!! and i get to see my aprents even though my dad has the super flu i don't care yayyy!!! and all my friendos woohoo!! |
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[Feb. 12th, 2006|04:07 pm] |
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| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | starting line baby | ] |
fun weekend overall minus the disaster of myself on friday night. well we all have our moments. semester if going by so fast and there is so much workkk....blahhh. i love the snow hopefully we'll go play later!
ummmm coming home this weekend northeastern friday psyched and then shopping with mom/italy prep and seeing all my lovers....so pumped:)
iet is going ok...there is no way im going to the gym in the snow though. this week no more soda and no more ice cream. i wish loosing weight was a more permanent thing. hmph.
ok so much work to do...lalala. |
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[Jan. 27th, 2006|03:16 am] |
if college is supposed to be fun then why am i up at 315 bawling my eyes out because my roomate is chattign it away with the msot obnoxious boy ever
when is this going to end...i hate this i want everything to be back to normal and to be my happy self but i just don't see this happeneing ever. |
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| holla ballas |
[Jan. 26th, 2006|08:21 pm] |
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im making this bitch friends only. laterrrrrrr |
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[Jan. 25th, 2006|09:53 pm] |
AHHHHHH.
ok hahahaha i'm so sick of ranting in this thing, but this is not about my usual low self esteem situation lately.
it is about how i need a freaking id.
then i could go out during the week and have a fun time and enjoy my life. the drinking age should be 18 anyways and i should have a fake id. i'm going to get my sisters but it is obviously never going to work grrrr
damnit ahhh can i just have a friggen 21 year old sisterrr! |
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| BLAHHH |
[Jan. 23rd, 2006|08:37 pm] |
why do i always turn to livejournal...it clearly isn't going to make me feel better.
WHY AM I SO LONELLYYYYY??
i miss everyone SOSOSOSO much. i don't even want to be at home, i just miss my friends and my mom and my sister and EVERYONEEEEE. this is good though right because that means that everyone in my life is wonderful.
and my friends here are wonderful but it's different because they've only known me three months so they don't know what to say sometimes because i know when they're upset i can feel that way.
this is normal rightttt.
at least im seeing some of my loves soon. yeahhh! |
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| schmenama |
[Jan. 21st, 2006|09:07 pm] |
oh livejournal.
so i'm happy to be back here, but i'm kind of in a funk. i miss everyone so incredibly much but not a homesick miss a healthy miss but i want to see everyone so so so much ahhhh. my girls here are so great though, and we figured out rooming situations we think. liz and i are going to live ina suite with cabo and emmy hopefully. sucks not to be with liv meg and allie, but we'll hopefulyl be in the same building which is sweeeeet life.
ok so i was all on this i don't want to be dating or want a boyfriend kick yeah that was bullshit. i haven't been in a really good relationship or gone on a really good date in so long. i'm scared i'm never going to find someone, and i just feel so lonely lately...so not like me. my friends always have boyfriends and it never bothered me, but recently i'm like ok my turn pleasee yes thanksss. i just want some phone calls and a visit or a good dinner date and snuggling...schmehhhh.
went to nyc with liz today. mission not accomplished but we had tons of fun but i freaking missed josh and david. two of my favorite people in the same big city as me and i didn't even get to see them. oh well i love them regardless.
blah blah i'm going to go drink some wine miss you all...xoxo |
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| blah |
[Jan. 20th, 2006|01:09 am] |
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sooo it is good to be back at school because i missed my loves so much and missed school but right now it sucks.
the girl who lives next door to me is SO effing loud, she has been like screaming constantly the past two days, and we ask her to shut up and she is so rude. AND she is the class president so you think she would set a better example. and we have the same name boo to her...she is making my sleeping habits a living hell. boo you whore.
secodn my roomate just got brought back SO smashed and she wont stop throwing up and well i just wanted to sleep and it sucks and now these boys are fucking screaming in my hall...right now i am just not loving the college living situation.
i miss everyone at home, but not like i used to, it's not in a homesick sort of way, i just missing seeing everyone everyday and miss all of my friends beautiful faces. |
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[Jan. 18th, 2006|11:38 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  lalalalala | ] |
| [ | music |
| | we belong together gavin degraw | ] |
semester goals
eat healthy, go to the gym, stay in shape, loose weight
make deans list
stay in touch with people but not get preoccupied with homesickness
not blow all of my money on worthless shit
dont get hung up with old relationships
do nice things for people
send cards
keep my room clean
let's see how i do
i really miss everyone at home, but it is good to be back.
also im obsessed with itunessss unhealthily.
love it love it |
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[Jan. 13th, 2006|03:12 pm] |
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Wow I can't believe this vacation is almost over, it went by so fast, and I'm so psyched to go back to school.
And this vacation was really fun despite that there was so much rehearsing and I didn't get to see some of my friends that much it didn't even bother me, and stuff like that usually does. That's a lie it did bother me and I would have loved to see more ofJenna, Mark, Dan, etc. obviously. but still it was a fun vacation especially when I did see all my favorites:)
It's funny how in such a short timesome of your best friends are hardly your friends anymore and where you once could spend hours together now it feels like you have nothing in common, and they way they act towards you is just annoying. They've gone abck to some of their old friends, and well sometimes you feel like you were just a replacement for a while so they could mend their old friendships. On the other hand, it is awesome that some of your freinds who you didn't spend as much time with are now the people you are always with and make you the happiest.
This weekend should be fun with the show and all and I'll get to see all my lovers tonight afterwards, but it will certainly be great to be back at school:) |
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| break down |
[Jan. 9th, 2006|04:05 pm] |
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things i should work on
my grades because i am so lazy and could have done so much better
my weight because i gained over 20 pounds and everyone just looks at me
my voice because i absolutely suck and have no more drive
my money situation because i am brokee
sweet |
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[Jan. 3rd, 2006|01:04 am] |
1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before? Participated in a wedding
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I think I made a resolution to loose weight and I kept it but then I put it all back on plus some so I'll continue with that resolution
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? noooo not that i recall
4. Did anyone close to you die? grampa
5. What countries did you visit? france and espana
6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005? more patience and being more understanding
7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? june 2nd/the week before it- graduation festivities, september 4- college,
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? my friendships
9. What was your biggest failure? some relationships
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? nothing drastic
11. What was the best thing you bought? eh i have no idea
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? agreed with jenna; dohts was woman of the year
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? some old friends
14. Where did most of your money go? food, clothes, booze, and christmas presents
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? my friends
16. What song will always remind you of 2005? hold my hand, unfortunately haha because i'm totally sick of it/the only song that matters
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? happier/the same
ii. richer or poorer? poorer
iii. fatter or skinnier? fatter, ugh
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? not sure
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? again not sure
20. How did you spend Christmas? at home for presents and dinner, at the alzhiemers center for grampy, at the gavins for annual party, and in my house for sibling drunken festivities
22. Did you fall in love in 2005? ye/no
23. How many one-night stands? lost count...haha
24. What was your favorite TV program? the oc obvi
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? ummm no
26. What was the best book you read? hmmm toughie
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? i really started to enjoy jack johnson
28. What did you want and get? some great friendships and acceptance to college
29. What did you want and not get? acceptance to the colleges i actually wanted to go to
30. What was your favorite film of this year? sisterhood of the pants
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? 18 went to eat with kasey and dohts, went to attleboro feehan bball game and we won, went to christines, and then slept here with kasey and dohts
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? meh not really sure
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005? prepsta
34. What kept you sane? friends, family
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? sarah jessica parker
36. What political issue stirred you the most? abortion as usual
37. Who did you miss? FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO THE MAX
38. Who was the best new person you met? meaghan and livi
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005: friendship is key
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: i'll have to get back to you? |
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[Dec. 28th, 2005|02:36 pm] |
oh helllo.
I was going to do that thing where you post the first sentence of the first entry of every month, but I got confused and starting reading old entries and what not so scratch that. However, I did realize that I have changed SO much over the past year, and I might be the worst typer ever.
I am so bad at updating my lj lately, and that was all I really had to say.
good to be home love my friends:) |
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| oh damn |
[Dec. 15th, 2005|09:14 pm] |
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TWO DOWN TWO TO GO WOOOHOOOOO!!!!
NOW I JUST NEED TO MASTER THE SUBJECT OF ACCOUNTING IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS...CAN I DO IT?
probably not
but today my daddy told me he would love me no matter what:)
i am so readddddy to get home and see everyone!
but i'm going to miss my girlies and everyone else here. i still don't love it as mucha s some people do, but everytime i come back here i like it a little more so that's good news.
well time to study.
i love the oc ps MWA MWA MWA CANT WAIT TO SEE MY BABIES IN 4 DAYS! |
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[Dec. 14th, 2005|12:38 pm] |
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FINALS ARE THE DEATH OF MEEEEE.
i need tos tudy becuase tomorrow i have twoa dn friday nigh is the msot improtatn accounting finals that i NEEEEEEED to ace basically
and then all weened i will memroize my econ booook.
boooo
can't wait to be home for the holiday in 5 days friends family food shopping christmas snow love and then I WILL START MY WEIGHT LOSS MISSION because i am the size of an elephant
but i will miss my lovies here.
that is all
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| damn emily and her pooh bear and her stupid surveys |
[Nov. 30th, 2005|12:56 pm] |
100 THiNGS....
1* First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Simpson
2* Last word you said: heyyyyyo to my roomie
3* Last song you sang: "And so this is Christmas" yeah sweet harmony
4* Last person you hugged: ummmm katie phelan in the library because our english papers weren't sure
5* Last thing you laughed at: meaghan and liv at lunch
6* Last time you said I don’t remember: who knows like today sometome
7* Last time you cried: Rent last Friday
*PRESENT*
9* What color socks are you wearing: not available
10* What's under your bed: three cases of water, a case of snappele, two plastic bins filled with clothes and my roomates stuff filled with clothes
11* What time did you wake up today: 7:50 for the 8 am
12* Current taste: crest
13* Current hair: wet in a towerl
15* Current annoyance: i don't have time to straighten before i sing
16* Current longing: ummmm i'm not really sure
17* Current desktop background: all of us at the last campfire at furbushs
18* Current worry: my english paper
20* Current favorite article of clothing: ummmm rugby polo
21* Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex: eyes/decent bod
22* Last CD that you listened to: fall out boy
23* Favorite place to be: marks/dans/jennas/emilys/anyones basement or house, in bed, or on the stage
24* Least favorite place: econ or accounting class...good thing i'm a business major huh?
25* Time you wake up in the morning: it varies alot.. between 6 and noon
26* If you could play an instrument, what would you play: piano...my mother was right i shouldn't have quit
27* Favorite color: pink or green
28* Do you believe in an afterlife: yes
29* How tall are you: 5'6"
30* Current favorite word/saying: obvi obvi
31* Favorite book: gossip girls, harry potter, da vinci code, shopaholic, prep, the sex and the city books
32* Favorite season: fall or summer
33* One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: grammy grams
*FUTURE*
35* Where do you want to go for college? well i wanted to go to holy cross but that didn't work out and now i kind of want to go somewhere in the city or somewhere but here i am at good old fairfield which is getting better:)
36* What is your career going to be like: something to do with international business or maybe theater
37* How many kids do you want: 3 or 4
*HAVE YOU EVER...*
39* Said "I love you" and meant it: yes
40* Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish, ect: bunny
41* Been to New York: yessssah
42* Been to Washington: dc yessss
43* Been to California: no
44* Been to Hawaii: aloha no
45* Been to Mexico: no
46* Been to China: noooooooo
48* Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: probs
*RANDOM*
52* Do you have a crush on someone: yeah sorta
53* What book are you reading now?: intro to financial accounting and microecon AND the devil wears prada
54* Worst feeling in the world: Feeling alone
55* What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: i hate the morning
56* How many rings before you answer: whatevs
57* Future daughter's name: Rebecca, Tara, Alexandra
58* Future son's name: Christopher, Daniel
59* Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: the bear steve made me and jellybean from L
60* If you could have any job you wanted: Stage management/Directing
61* Wish you were here: yes yes
62* College plans: here til 2009 then some form of grad school
63* Piercings: 7 and you would never know
*THE EXTRA STUFF*
64* Do you do drugs: no
65* Do you drink: yes
67* What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use: herbal essence
68* What are you most scared of: not saying what is on my mind, never getting married, heights, and driving near water
69* What clothes do you sleep in: soem form of comfyness
70* Who is the last person that called you: meagahan
71* Where do you want to get married: in a church either on the water or in the city
72* If you could change anything about yourself what would it be: body and more confidence
73* Who do you really hate: i keep that to myself
74* Been In Love: yes
75* Are you timely or always late: try to be timely
76* Do you have a job: no
77* Do you like being around people: yes
78* Best feeling in the world: all you need is love
79* Are you for world peace: yes haha
81* Do you have a "Type" of person you always go after: sorta
82* Do you want someone you don't have?: yeah
83* Are you lonely right now: sometimes
84* Ever afraid you'll never get married: yes
85* Do you want to get married: yes
86* Do you want kids? yes
*IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...*
87* Cried: no
88* Bought Something: yes
89* Gotten Sick: no
90* Sang: yes
91* Said I Love You: yes
93* Met Someone: not so much
94* Moved On: kept at it
95* Talked To Someone: yeah
96* Had A Serious Talk: yes
97* Missed Someone: yes
98* Hugged Someone: yes
99* Yelled at Someone: no
100* Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: yeah |
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